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sometimes, every so often, i look around myself and i do not recognize my life. these people around me that i take for granted as being my friends, i don't recognize them. it's funny how people just spring up into existance in your life and you barely even notice. you just take it in stride and the next thing you know, your life is full of strangers that are somehow familiar faces. it's disconcerting. change is a quiet event.

l'estate

John

anymore dreams?

9:18amTaryn

YES

funny that you ask

9:19amTaryn

two nights ago eric calls me at 3 am, he forgot his keys and was just getting in from a show...

9:19amJohn

right.

9:19amTaryn

i answer my cell but i have NO idea where i am. i'm looking, eyes open, at my own room. i'm saying to him, "pete, the plane is leaving? we need our luggage from the hotel...we can't leave without the luggage from the hotel."

9:20amJohn

i miss you

so much

haha

9:20amTaryn

i miss you too, i'm going fucking crazy

9:20amJohn

well i woke up at 4 a.m. the other night. forgot where i was. and this morning i woke up ready to walk onto a terrace?... but there wasnt one, so i realized this and sat back down.

i felt like an idiot.

youre not alone.

9:21amTaryn

really?

9:21amJohn

yeah

9:21amTaryn

its terrible, i was so confused, and sad. really sad.

9:22amJohn

yeah, this morning i got real dizzy with the terrace thing

9:22amTaryn

i thought i needed a cat scan after the whole episode with the fever dream in urbino...

ah, nesting...

when seriously considering future living necessities, the following has always been of importance:

1) a(nother) roomy closet 

2) victorian bath tub

3) a library/reading room for the shit ton of books i hoard

(so i totally googled "beauty and the beast library" for this last one...but isn't it so pretty!?)

pulling out

"In order to know one must always go back."  Gertrude Stein, Plays

I finally caved and deleted my myspace today. I never use it, but I still feel sorta sad. Yeah, thats right, I said it, sad. I guess I'll post photos that were on there that won't make it on facebook. I'm hip enough to understand that internet wouldn't be as fun without everyone hanging their human out for everyone else to see.

tan babes

ah, just as I lose interest..

..a photo emerges, rekindling my fondness for coiffed loose curls, pale skin and an affinity for my own, organic self.

photograph credit to the always fabulous garance dore.

if ever i run for office..or something

powdering your nose all night at a best friends wedding. also, you're a bridesmaid.