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ITALIA ANCORA!!

I am so madly overwhelmed with joy to announce this that I just don’t know where to start!

Christmas morning, digging deeper and deeper into my stocking, I uncovered a tiny envelope. Inside, a ticket to Ancona via Roma leaving on Jan 2!!!

Voilà, nothing more. I’m all joyed up to the brim. I’m not sure when I am going to post again, tomorrow, after tomorrow, maybe where I have my layover, who knows?!?

Ciao tutti!!! And long live exclamation points!!!!!!!

SATC

"Who is this?"

"Billie Holiday. The only woman I can think of in more pain than you right now."


Nothing is more depressing then having nothing to look forward to. Winter can end now, I shall gladly retire my scarves for sun.

all dried up

"How about you? Ain't you wacked out with bitterness? Don't you see no stars gleamin' that you can't reach out and grab? I am a volcano, I'm a giant and I'm surrounded by ants. Ants that don't even know what I'm talkin about! How's that?" - Walter Younger, A Raisin in the Sun

Thank you, Miss Hansberry.

ILOVEJULIA!

..only Carine could produce such lovely bones

informato

sometimes, every so often, i look around myself and i do not recognize my life. these people around me that i take for granted as being my friends, i don't recognize them. it's funny how people just spring up into existance in your life and you barely even notice. you just take it in stride and the next thing you know, your life is full of strangers that are somehow familiar faces. it's disconcerting. change is a quiet event.

l'estate

John

anymore dreams?

9:18amTaryn

YES

funny that you ask

9:19amTaryn

two nights ago eric calls me at 3 am, he forgot his keys and was just getting in from a show...

9:19amJohn

right.

9:19amTaryn

i answer my cell but i have NO idea where i am. i'm looking, eyes open, at my own room. i'm saying to him, "pete, the plane is leaving? we need our luggage from the hotel...we can't leave without the luggage from the hotel."

9:20amJohn

i miss you

so much

haha

9:20amTaryn

i miss you too, i'm going fucking crazy

9:20amJohn

well i woke up at 4 a.m. the other night. forgot where i was. and this morning i woke up ready to walk onto a terrace?... but there wasnt one, so i realized this and sat back down.

i felt like an idiot.

youre not alone.

9:21amTaryn

really?

9:21amJohn

yeah

9:21amTaryn

its terrible, i was so confused, and sad. really sad.

9:22amJohn

yeah, this morning i got real dizzy with the terrace thing

9:22amTaryn

i thought i needed a cat scan after the whole episode with the fever dream in urbino...